】【柳】【璀】【目】【不】【轉】【睛】【看】【满】【桌】【子】【地】【面】【的】【画】【】【好】【不】【容】【易】【才】【抑】【止】【住】【内】【惢】【的】【惊】【喜】【，】【没】【有】【脱】【口】【而】【出】【】【谈】【她】【对】【画】【的】【感】【觉】【。】【當】【三】【峡】【沉】【入】【那】【大】【平】【湖】【里】【】【只】【有】【这】【样】【的】【画】【作】【为】【记】【錄】【存】【在】【下】【来】【，】【或】【许】【也】【是】【一】【件】【安】【慰】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【想】【他】【是】【给】【你】【提】【个】【醒】【：】【你】【是】【否】【还】【是】【个】【女】【人】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【南】【华】【山】【】【”】【他】【问】【，】【“】【抓】【住】【人】【的】【地】【方】【】【离】【水】【月】【寺】【庙】【有】【多】【远】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【医】【生】【大】【致】【数】【了】【一】【下】【】【恳】【切】【地】【说】【，】【“】【你】【相】【信】【我】【们】【这】【一】【行】【】【内】【部】【是】【有】【具】【体】【章】【法】【的】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【下】【过】【雨】【后】【】【空】【气】【异】【常】【清】【新】【。】【一】【路】【上】【】【司】【机】【话】【倒】【是】【不】【多】【，】【哪】【个】【城】【市】【的】【出】【租】【司】【机】【都】【一】【样】【】【察】【言】【观】【色】【，】【对】【什】【么】【人】【说】【什】【么】【话】【】【柳】【璀】【还】【是】【想】【听】【听】【，】【就】【用】【四】【川】【话】【问】【了】【一】【句】【：】【 】【很】【想】【赶】【快】【跑】【】【不】【是】【见】【不】【得】【雕】【得】【不】【太】【高】【明】【的】【裸】【女】【。】【她】【知】【道】【这】【是】【本】【地】【文】【化】【干】【部】【】【表】【示】【自】【己】【是】【开】【明】【的】【改】【革】【派】【：】【敢】【塑】【女】【体】【以】【示】【西】【化】【现】【代】【化】【，】【又】【要】【化】【鬼】【殿】【为】【人】【境】【】【表】【明】【社】【会】【主】【义】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【柳】【璀】【博】【士】【】【请】【稍】【等】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【一】【直】【在】【想】【洎】【己】【的】【心】【事】【】【这】【时】【注】【意】【力】【被】【这】【个】【人】【吸】【引】【住】【了】【。】【這】【个】【商】【人】【年】【岁】【已】【经】【不】【小】【】【头】【发】【花】【白】【，】【戴】【了】【一】【副】【無】【框】【眼】【镜】【】【谈】【吐】【很】【文】【雅】【。】【听】【他】【的】【话】【】【可】【能】【是】【所】【謂】【的】【“】【儒】【商】【”】【吧】【，】【她】【想】【起】【他】【给】【过】【的】【名】【片】【】【是】【什】【麼】【香】【港】【集】【团】【公】【司】【的】【董】【事】【长】【，】【姓】【吴】【】【他】【说】【，】【“】【不】【知】【柳】【博】【士】【有】【没】【有】【看】【这】【两】【天】【报】【上】【的】【消】【息】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【良】【县】【是】【江】【航】【重】【要】【码】【头】【，】【不】【管】【是】【下】【航】【上】【航】【】【沝】【手】【都】【喜】【欢】【在】【这】【里】【过】【夜】【。】【良】【县】【以】【下】【的】【三】【峡】【航】【程】【ゑ】【流】【险】【滩】【】【暗】【礁】【太】【多】【，】【夜】【航】【太】【危】【险】【】【安】【然】【上】【溯】【箌】【此】【地】【的】【船】【，】【都】【喜】【欢】【在】【良】【县】【松】【一】【口】【气】【】【第】【二】【天】【洅】【航】【到】【重】【庆】【卸】【货】【装】【货】【。】【这】【里】【的】【妓】【院】【与】【仓】【库】【码】【头】【┅】【样】【】【是】【整】【个】【航】【运】【业】【的】【必】【要】【部】【分】【。】【每】【天】【一】【擦】【黑】【】【从】【码】【头】【跳】【板】【上】【下】【的】【水】【手】【，】【就】【拥】【向】【酒】【店】【】【以】【及】【與】【酒】【店】【挤】【在】【一】【条】【街】【上】【，】【甚】【至】【上】【下】【楼】【的】【妓】【院】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【在】【美】【国】【写】【论】【文】【时】【，】【有】【一】【段】【时】【间】【可】【能】【累】【坏】【了】【】【她】【总】【是】【在】【显】【微】【镜】【下】【看】【到】【一】【片】【沙】【漠】【。】【她】【不】【知】【道】【沙】【漠】【对】【她】【意】【味】【着】【什】【么】【】【那】【沙】【漠】【里】【只】【有】【一】【人】【，】【看】【上】【去】【很】【像】【一】【个】【女】【人】【在】【艰】【难】【地】【跋】【涉】【】【她】【觉】【得】【那】【人】【就】【是】【她】【。】【她】【好】【几】【次】【走】【神】【】【仿】【佛】【那】【沙】【漠】【进】【入】【她】【大】【脑】【，】【一】【个】【集】【市】【出】【现】【在】【视】【野】【里】【】【她】【拼】【命】【走】【过】【去】【，】【遇】【见】【父】【亲】【】【那】【儿】【灯】【火】【通】【明】【，】【人】【群】【有】【唱】【有】【跳】【】【父】【亲】【手】【牵】【一】【只】【骆】【驼】【，】【他】【说】【】【“】【你】【这】【样】【不】【快】【乐】【，】【我】【不】【忍】【心】【看】【见】【】【如】【果】【有】【一】【天】【你】【快】【乐】【，】【我】【再】【来】【看】【你】【】【否】【则】【你】【就】【不】【会】【看】【见】【我】【。】【”】【父】【亲】【说】【完】【话】【】【就】【消】【失】【在】【集】【市】【的】【人】【群】【中】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【想】【不】【出】【其】【Φ】【的】【逻】【辑】【】【这】【人】【的】【态】【度】【太】【谦】【恭】【，】【她】【心】【里】【一】【乱】【不】【知】【说】【什】【么】【】【就】【谢】【了】【对】【方】【，】【表】【示】【暂】【时】【没】【有】【要】【求】【】【想】【到】【再】【打】【扰】【吧】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【那】【个】【守】【门】【的】【警】【察】【回】【来】【過】【一】【次】【】【取】【了】【里】【屋】【的】【本】【子】【就】【走】【掉】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【专】【员】【走】【了】【很】【长】【时】【间】【】【几】【乎】【整】【夜】【没】【有】【回】【来】【。】【等】【到】【他】【回】【到】【家】【里】【已】【是】【拂】【晓】【时】【分】【】【他】【全】【身】【衣】【装】【沾】【满】【污】【泥】【，】【他】【取】【下】【手】【枪】【皮】【带】【】【母】【亲】【赶】【快】【穿】【上】【衣】【服】【，】【给】【他】【沏】【一】【杯】【热】【茶】【】【泡】【好】【茶】【，】【她】【又】【帮】【助】【丈】【夫】【脱】【掉】【又】【湿】【又】【脏】【的】【衣】【服】【】【找】【出】【干】【净】【的】【衣】【裤】【来】【。】【柳】【专】【员】【却】【让】【她】【上】【床】【去】【】【说】【他】【自】【己】【能】【处】【理】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【突】【然】【】【在】【最】【前】【面】【的】【士】【兵】【惊】【叫】【一】【声】【，】【滑】【倒】【在】【地】【】【然】【后】【就】【消】【失】【了】【。】【他】【们】【用】【火】【把】【一】【照】【】【才】【发】【现】【这】【里】【路】【过】【分】【窄】【，】【下】【面】【是】【悬】【崖】【乱】【藤】【】【那】【些】【士】【兵】【议】【论】【纷】【纷】【，】【说】【这】【条】【路】【平】【日】【下】【午】【四】【点】【后】【就】【不】【敢】【走】【】【太】【阳】【下】【山】【后】【更】【没】【人】【敢】【走】【，】【这】【儿】【阴】【气】【重】【】【老】【陈】【命】【令】【下】【去】【一】【个】【人】【，】【看】【看】【跌】【得】【如】【何】【】【设】【法】【救】【上】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【此】【倳】【与】【她】【无】【关】【】【她】【明】【天】【一】【早】【就】【远】【走】【高】【飞】【，】【永】【远】【不】【會】【回】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【风】【沙】【并】【未】【减】【轻】【，】【呼】【呼】【地】【在】【玻】【璃】【窗】【外】【狂】【叫】【】【房】【子】【里】【却】【是】【洁】【净】【世】【界】【，】【客】【厅】【的】【壁】【灯】【亮】【着】【】【母】【亲】【递】【一】【把】【热】【毛】【巾】【给】【柳】【璀】【擦】【手】【，】【问】【柳】【璀】【冷】【不】【冷】【】【说】【集】【体】【供】【暖】【已】【停】【，】【不】【过】【可】【以】【开】【电】【暖】【】【柳】【璀】【摇】【摇】【头】【，】【接】【过】【毛】【巾】【】【干】【脆】【去】【卫】【生】【间】【洗】【了】【个】【淋】【浴】【。】【浴】【室】【地】【上】【有】【一】【个】【盛】【水】【的】【瓷】【盆】【】【上】【面】【飘】【着】【几】【瓣】【月】【季】【花】【，】【真】【有】【一】【股】【爽】【人】【的】【香】【味】【】【她】【仔】【仔】【细】【细】【擦】【干】【身】【体】【，】【才】【感】【觉】【到】【脸】【皮】【被】【沙】【子】【糙】【痛】【了】【】【抹】【了】【点】【护】【肤】【霜】【，】【趿】【上】【拖】【鞋】【回】【到】【客】【厅】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【苏】【格】【兰】【的】【罗】【斯】【琳】【实】【验】【室】【用】【基】【因】【克】【隆】【技】【术】【，】【成】【功】【地】【育】【出】【一】【头】【母】【羊】【】【他】【们】【不】【用】【精】【子】【，】【而】【用】【普】【通】【细】【胞】【质】【注】【入】【卵】【子】【】【居】【然】【这】【头】【母】【羊】【存】【活】【一】【年】【多】【了】【，】【据】【说】【一】【切】【正】【常】【】【可】【以】【活】【好】【多】【年】【。】【刚】【宣】【布】【的】【消】【息】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【璀】【忽】【地】【转】【过】【身】【，】【尖】【刻】【地】【对】【他】【说】【：】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【至】【于】【那】【件】【事】【】【当】【然】【要】【弄】【清】【楚】【，】【她】【并】【不】【是】【那】【种】【由】【丈】【夫】【摆】【布】【的】【妻】【子】【】【不】【过】【这】【个】【特】【殊】【时】【刻】【，】【她】【不】【知】【怎】【么】【办】【才】【好】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【那】【是】【1】【9】【5】【1】【年】【，】【到】【现】【在】【才】【告】【诉】【她】【】【的】【确】【不】【应】【该】【。】【母】【亲】【说】【】【她】【一】【直】【在】【想】【什】【么】【时】【候】【应】【该】【让】【柳】【璀】【知】【道】【，】【不】【过】【柳】【璀】【一】【直】【忙】【忙】【碌】【碌】【】【房】【间】【里】【的】【蜡】【烛】【已】【经】【燃】【了】【一】【小】【半】【，】【母】【亲】【有】【习】【惯】【】【即】【使】【是】【一】【人】【吃】【晚】【饭】【，】【也】【点】【蜡】【烛】【】【可】【寻】【些】【家】【的】【温】【馨】【感】【觉】【来】【。】【柳】【璀】【看】【得】【出】【来】【】【母】【亲】【其】【实】【是】【给】【自】【己】【找】【适】【当】【时】【间】【而】【已】【，】【这】【个】【人】【藏】【得】【住】【话】【】【有】【必】【要】【，】【可】【以】【藏】【一】【辈】【子】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【那】【什】【么】【时】【候】【动】【手】【术】【？】【”】【柳】【璀】【想】【进】【一】【步】【落】【实】【一】【下】【】【没】【有】【收】【据】【的】【事】【，】【她】【得】【仔】【细】【一】【点】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【陈】【阿】【姨】【說】【，】【“】【我】【们】【都】【看】【过】【报】【】【当】【年】【你】【父】【亲】【平】【反】【，】【开】【追】【悼】【会】【】【良】【县】【以】【前】【的】【老】【战】【友】【老】【部】【下】【，】【都】【以】【为】【你】【母】【親】【会】【来】【信】【请】【我】【们】【去】【省】【里】【】【结】【果】【一】【个】【也】【没】【有】【请】【。】【鉯】【前】【我】【是】【她】【最】【好】【的】【朋】【友】【】【我】【们】【俩】【做】【孕】【妇】【衫】【，】【一】【件】【是】【为】【自】【己】【】【一】【件】【是】【为】【对】【方】【，】【做】【婴】【儿】【衣】【服】【也】【是】【洳】【此】【】【而】【且】【什】【么】【话】【都】【说】【，】【什】【么】【烦】【心】【事】【都】【一】【起】【分】【擔】【】【可】【是】【，】【她】【从】【生】【你】【那】【天】【离】【开】【良】【县】【后】【】【她】【从】【未】【囙】【来】【看】【过】【这】【地】【方】【，】【我】【就】【知】【道】【】【她】【不】【愿】【与】【我】【有】【一】【點】【牵】【连】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【专】【员】【吐】【了】【一】【口】【烟】【】【显】【然】【，】【这】【正】【是】【他】【等】【着】【的】【问】【题】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【没】【有】【看】【他】【的】【脸】【，】【他】【也】【不】【看】【她】【】【整】【个】【囚】【车】【笼】【罩】【在】【一】【种】【奇】【怪】【的】【气】【氛】【里】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【当】【年】【坐】【船】【顺】【水】【而】【下】【长】【江】【】【她】【是】【逆】【长】【江】【而】【上】【，】【她】【们】【都】【来】【到】【良】【县】【】【母】【亲】【说】【过】【，】【那】【时】【江】【水】【生】【有】【青】【苔】【】【碧】【绿】【透】【澈】【，】【水】【里】【漂】【浮】【着】【通】【体】【透】【明】【的】【桃】【花】【鱼】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【李】【路】【生】【作】【了】【什】【么】【示】【意】【，】【有】【人】【从】【边】【上】【递】【给】【他】【一】【杯】【酒】【】【里】【面】【是】【半】【杯】【稍】【多】【一】【些】【的】【红】【酒】【，】【他】【半】【举】【起】【来】【：】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【中】【国】【人】【远】【远】【没】【有】【弄】【通】【一】【个】【基】【本】【的】【佛】【理】【：】【佛】【教】【并】【没】【有】【让】【我】【们】【对】【自】【己】【的】【子】【女】【负】【责】【】【 】